(Thursday, March 3, 2011 / 3/03/2011)
back again. is the month of march.
2011 is definitely a busy year with so many stuffs happening. just wishing for more time and space.
really wondering. really and i meant it.
no matter what i do, how hard i tried, u seem to find fault in everything that i did. what else can i really do? am i really your 亲生的？
i seriously been thinking about this ever since i was 7 years old. just that i thought is the way how life is? i really do not know. i mean i cant blame my parents or what. but what i really want was peace, family love and those kind of happiness that i has always seen it on the streets.
i had learn to accept the way how things it were. i am contended but what i really want was those kind of family love that i always 羡慕. . . .
now that i had came to the age of 21 where my thinking and everything had changed, i really want to be good and turn over a new leaf. i am no longer the kid that i used to be. i really want to be filial and cherish everything that i had.
i not saying that i am unhappy or wanting to leave. . .
i am happy with what i have right now and i cant ask for more as compared to those out there in the world. BUT, what about family love?
haiz. i guess i coming to a new stage in life where i am beginning to take everything seriously and wanting to do more for my family. still, i faced criticisms.
guess i have to work harder in order to gain recognition.
